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  1. 2009.01.28 A dark cloud called "doubts" starts to form...

A dark cloud called "doubts" starts to form...

(I dont have korean font on my computers back at home so im going to have to write in English for a while ^^;;)

Finally Im back home after 7 1/2 months of experiencing a whole new world. After all that I've experienced all I can think of now is how I miss you so much. Every other second of my life consists of thinking about you. I hope Im doing well so far. Im not sure if it's supposed to be like this to be faithful and if I've made the right choice to do this. 
I think you are wonderful but there is just one thing.. it's the thing im afraid that's going to be the reason of the end.
You don't appreciate the things that I do until I become sick of not being appreciated and start acting like I don't care you. When that happens suddenly you are aware that I am your faithful lover and suddenly you treat me like a queen. Perhaps you are a masochist. I know that you've been hurt before and that could explain why you could only realize your happiness only after cruel pain but...   
i just can't do this. I don't want to hurt you on purpose to make you realize that you need to put more effort into our relationship. Isn't it enough to know that I am giving you my 100 percent and that I couldn't be more faithful to you?
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