'you'에 해당되는 글 2건
- 2009.01.28 A dark cloud called "doubts" starts to form...
- 2008.12.29 Good bye
(I dont have korean font on my computers back at home so im going to have to write in English for a while ^^;;)
Finally Im back home after 7 1/2 months of experiencing a whole new world. After all that I've experienced all I can think of now is how I miss you so much. Every other second of my life consists of thinking about you. I hope Im doing well so far. Im not sure if it's supposed to be like this to be faithful and if I've made the right choice to do this.
I think you are wonderful but there is just one thing.. it's the thing im afraid that's going to be the reason of the end.
You don't appreciate the things that I do until I become sick of not being appreciated and start acting like I don't care you. When that happens suddenly you are aware that I am your faithful lover and suddenly you treat me like a queen. Perhaps you are a masochist. I know that you've been hurt before and that could explain why you could only realize your happiness only after cruel pain but...
i just can't do this. I don't want to hurt you on purpose to make you realize that you need to put more effort into our relationship. Isn't it enough to know that I am giving you my 100 percent and that I couldn't be more faithful to you?
Finally Im back home after 7 1/2 months of experiencing a whole new world. After all that I've experienced all I can think of now is how I miss you so much. Every other second of my life consists of thinking about you. I hope Im doing well so far. Im not sure if it's supposed to be like this to be faithful and if I've made the right choice to do this.
I think you are wonderful but there is just one thing.. it's the thing im afraid that's going to be the reason of the end.
You don't appreciate the things that I do until I become sick of not being appreciated and start acting like I don't care you. When that happens suddenly you are aware that I am your faithful lover and suddenly you treat me like a queen. Perhaps you are a masochist. I know that you've been hurt before and that could explain why you could only realize your happiness only after cruel pain but...
i just can't do this. I don't want to hurt you on purpose to make you realize that you need to put more effort into our relationship. Isn't it enough to know that I am giving you my 100 percent and that I couldn't be more faithful to you?
Finally I pressed that "Book it" button. Im leaving on 21st. I still have time to do whatever is that I wanted to do before I leave. I want to meet everyone and say bye. I want to go walkaround the city and take pictures.
Im sorry that I couldn't stay and finish everything. Things went wrong and I dont think I can fix it. but I can't help to feel that I've failed.
I hope everyone remembers me for a long time even after i'm not here. because I have a feeling that i wont be back for a really long time.
Im sorry that I couldn't stay and finish everything. Things went wrong and I dont think I can fix it. but I can't help to feel that I've failed.
I hope everyone remembers me for a long time even after i'm not here. because I have a feeling that i wont be back for a really long time.
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